The Wolf

The wolf in sheep’s clothing
He covers your eyes
In front of your face
Yet still in disguise
He forgets HIS past
And still tells you lies
You hope that he’s truthful
Yet you still surmise
But when the truth hits hard
You act with surprise      
All the while knowing
He was YOUR DEMISE

Wilted

The sparkling radiance that once shone so bright
Be now forever taken from grasp and sight
Nothing in the present can bring back the hour
The splendor of our love, the glory in the flower
Soothing thoughts in your mind bloom like spring
Out of my anguish and human suffering
Beyond the red and the black and the blue
What you've stolen from me wasn't given to you
More and more with each day I've cried
The flower has faded, wilted and died
To the face that's looked through death of years
Deliver relief from harsh torment and tears
Can't help but grieve, yet I must try to find
Strength in the remnant of what's left behind
Like the last single seed falling flat on the ground
To then grow and flourish, create new life abound

Closing Up Shop

to rid the stark pain

true feelings must go

before I’m insane

fast love must turn slow

emotions once glistened

now pushed into dark

if he’d ever listened

I’d not have this mark

my heart needs to harden

from flesh turn to stone

like drought to a garden

a whimpering moan

when numbness takes over

the pain will be gone

dried leafs on a clover

reality’s spawn

when numb to the hurt

go numb to great joy

take a chance it’ll work

not destroyed by this boy

wish i did not love

with all of my heart

choked by the glove

wish i never did start

without true emotion

i could walk away

without true devotion

there’d be no other day

to deal with the fighting

I’m at my wits end

in which he’s delighting

i’ve lost my best friend

the care and compassion

that thrives in my veins
takes on in bad fashion

what’s left that remains
  in this game no one gains
    pull tight on the reigns

      crash and burn like airplanes

        his mouth unusually feigns 

          like some old shitty Hanes

            stomped on with maryjanes

              soon get over these pains

                like bleach on blood stains

                  heart now strongly contains

The Perfect Crime

Lets commit the perfect crime
I'll steal your heart, and you'll steal mine...

It seems that crime was already committed

Can forbidden lust of two souls be swiftly acquitted?

From here we vow to just let go
What could have been, we'll never know.

speechLESS

I have so many thoughts that I want to express
It's like wearing a straight-jacket when you want to undress
Creating confusion, emotions a mess
Holding it in and producing duress

Then there's the need to feel your warm touch
To hug you and kiss you and hold you as such
One small moment in time, I'm not asking too much
I can't wait forever, I can't help the rush

Yes small little moments, and I want a night
For us to be free, for us to shine bright
Somewhere that's hidden, that's far out of sight
Where we can be lovers from darkness to light

To just live a day in the life we can't glean
To see what we're made of, to see what "we" mean
Discover this comet that we have both seen
To give explanation of feelings so keen

In the mean time I sit here, silent and still
With all of this yearning that you can't fulfill
To just see your smile would be such a thrill
So tickled inside, outside I show nil

For we must both bury our feelings inside
This lust we can't show, cravings we must hide
At the end of the rope of the knot that was tied
Attraction breaks forth as our paths coincide

Now I'll wait for you, to see your advance
To find out what moves you, to share in your dance
Despite our impediment, I will take a chance
To be here with you in this cryptic romance

I.Miss.U

Two tears hit this page, one here and one there

But where did they come from, appear from thin air?

The joy and the longing, they join hand in hand

Make melodious music, like a string quartet band

My heart has been racing, to pound through my chest

It beats harder for you, forget all the rest

Emotions are stirring, disrupting my head

Complete loss of breath for those words I’ve not said

I feel it so strongly, it throbs from within

Consumed by the passion, and want for the sin

The lure of your mind, comfort in your strength

To feel your warm touch, I’d go any length

So enamored, so happy, I'm dreaming of you

I miss you so much, I need you here soon...

Gone girl